New life… re-emerging from the ashes, from humanity, a symbolic expression of life, of the depths of being, a feeling that hardly ever shows. It oppresses your heart and set it free at the same time. You can get upset in a second, letting your life pass you by as you nourish yourself with this negative feeling and instead you receive nothing but pain, for you, for your soul: for your essence. You plunge into a state of euphoria, happiness and dreams. You feel…or you do not feel. You evoke life, hatred, love, spiritualism. You arouse and calm down with the same ease. You laugh and you cry in the same thought. You cannot find this type of character very often; it exists and not many people understand it. Only a few stay enough to search the soul, to see beyond vision: beyond what you let know. I once heard: “You only know about me, what I want you to know.” A fact I understood very long after hearing it. Since then I have captured that fact as a virtue. You save for you, that which makes you vulnerable, your ace under your sleeve your shield. What you probably do not know is that if nothing gets out, generally, nothing gets in, and you focus in protecting yourself in such way that when you emerge, light blinds you without letting you see what is right before your eyes… but little by little, you start to relish and feel everything…Re-emerging.
Is then when you notice the smile, that since a while ago occupies your mind, getting more strong as you arise, yearning, feeling…living.
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